how hard is life? really!!? i've been at it for nearly 24 years and i still don't have a grip on it. i know where i want to go but i don't quite know how to get there. i know exactly who i want to be, but am not sure if am her yet, and what it takes to be that person. Coming from a tiny land locked country..yes the only country that is completely landlocked by one country...Lesotho for all those who didn't know....it is really hard to get out there. With the internet being our only real escape, it's hard to go through those experiances that help to discover who you are and where you want to go. ok so i might know,and have had some eye openers under my belt but ther are no tools to show me HOW to get there, and that's where am at now. i have no idea HOW.
I just finished University last year september and am now the proud holder of a degree in law and i'm not sure i want to be a LAWYER! imagine that!! i don't feel like i wasted those years in school cause at least i'll have a degree to fall back on, and those years in school actually got my creative juices going. i hated school so much that with all the venting i was able to re read what i wrote and i discovered i wasn't too shabby...i was actually quite GOOD. i am just worried now that i'll waste the next 5 years completely clueless on where to go next, and what to do. i love to write, espercially poems and what i like to think are really good lyrics to songs without a tune..yet, but i don't know what to do with them. i guess that's wwwwhy i figured setting up a blog would help me release some of what's inside me and will not only inspire me to move forward with my writting, but to find some one out there who can not only help me out with it, but to just... i don't know, read what i have to say and give me some constructive crits..not too harsh mind, am still young and easily wounded. so Linda Perry (former 4 non Blonds)if your reading this holla back.. I L.O.V.E your work!
till next i write
so all you creative souls out there, watch this space, a whole lot should be going on in it